Well It is VALENTINE’S DAY. Day of Love. Day for Love. Lol, and yet for me, it has been just another day all my life. So what? No Love. Who cares? Its not such a big deal.
What’s love got to do with life. Do I need to love? Or Do i need a day to love, for that matter? When it is there, you feel it every passing moment. Feel it flowing through energy. Or Do we?
Maybe we start forgetting the love. Or start taking it for granted. Losing value, Losing importance, and losing on. So for that matter maybe its right to have a day for Love. To REBOND, REMEMBER, RETHINK life, and love.
It started out differently, but slowly with passing time, got remoulded into this day we have now. A Day to show, and express, Love. To feel like we do really. Not to suppress emotions as we are taught to. To express gratitude for those who have been there. To express admiration for those you have always liked. To express love for those you cant live without.
But the question still remains. Do i want all this? Do i want love? Do i want to feel attachments? AT THIS MOMENT, i like being left to myself. I dont want any bonds, any attachments, anyone. I just am not ready to accept and involve love in my life. I just want anyone’s care, or love, or admiration. I cant even express thanks for those who do feel for me. I cant give anything back, so i am prepared not to want anything.
Why do things turnout like this? Why do we feel this? Like a singularity in deep space. And how does one move through this phase, back to normal life. No answers for so many questions. That’s me š
crazy post i know, but sometimes you just gotta write this way
u r very practical person ……
yeah, u need to just pen it down! š
bdw, gr8 way to ‘celebrate’ someone’s death anniversary! š š bad joke!
I always thought you had a girlfriend š
so did I š
but for now, i do not have one
so expected.. š