Written at 2am one sleepless night!
I dont know what i am writing and why. Its just that my mind has been hyperactive lately. So coming to the point, to my beloved topic, LOVE. I mean frankly i do not know how things work. Its like on the first impression, there are only 2 variables that a girl might come to know. Looks and Bank Balance. I am not sure how i look, and the second one is also questionable.
Now logically if you combine these 2 variables, and arrange the list in descending order, i may not be very high on the list. It would be like for each good girl there exists, there would be so many people vying for her.
So its pretty understandable, that the chances of falling in real love for any guy would be pretty low. A random number i would say might be 0.1%. And is there any way to increase this number? I guess so! Its only by interfering by the natural course of events, only by influencing it externally that you or I can change this probability.
What do I mean by an external event? Well buying a car might be it, but then its also co-related to Bank Balance. Or you must have some amazing talent. Something that would show out. Something to stand out. You rather need to fight with situations Or you need to just increases the random tries you make!
I wonder what points me out. Nothing. Nothing at all. And then i dont even have the will to externally influence the destiny. Because maybe love is that 0.1% probability event. And the rest is just like a game. Do i want to be in love or Do i want to play a game and win?
I mean why do i need to fight and try for something like love. Its something that should just happen. I dont want to fight. But then i dont want to be alone. And there do come times, when i lose focus. Then i think of increasing the random tries. I let go and drift in a direction that i dont really like. I end up doing silly things! And its having a wild binging night such that, when you wake up from it, you realise what the hell you have been doing.
You feel ashamed and disgusted about what you have done. And maybe that was what i was feeling [ 🙁 ]. It might just have been the motivation for me to write this piece of random stuff. But still i would agree, the silly things that i have done at times, have been good for me. I have ended up with some good experiences, some bad, and some which will last me all lifetime.
Over and out!
View Comments (3)
oh .... u r missing ur maths class ......!!!
that's y doing some probability, 2 variables, descending order :P
1) Frankly saying, i don't think so, any1 consider looks & bank balance if he/she is in LOVE .... its ur words " love is something that just happen" than y r u trying to find out probability of 0.1% :-/
2)Bank balance is nt a big thing ..... now it's a grace of MNC that every1 is earning quit well ;)
i suggest u nt to think so much in 9t & hv a good sleep :)
well you are obsessively influenced by the media which got you into thinking that one MUST have a girlfriend. Imagine how simple your life would be if you don't give a flying fuck about having a girl of your own.
that was articulately random :D but overall it was a good read! you seem to be worrying a bit too much, though. don't worry, everything will fall in place :)