{"id":572,"date":"2015-09-06T06:20:08","date_gmt":"2015-09-06T06:20:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/?p=572"},"modified":"2018-01-21T03:14:46","modified_gmt":"2018-01-21T03:14:46","slug":"now-i-am-become-death-the-destroyer-of-worlds","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/2015\/09\/06\/now-i-am-become-death-the-destroyer-of-worlds\/","title":{"rendered":"Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was quiet, I once was<br \/>\nLong before the darkness descended<br \/>\nA stream of water I was<br \/>\nFlowing down a small green hill<\/p>\n<p>I was full of life<br \/>\nOf beings alive and not<br \/>\nI gently continued my path down<br \/>\nThis little green hill of mine<br \/>\n<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>At times I suffered<br \/>\nThe silent abuse of men<br \/>\nOf bits and pieces they hurtled<br \/>\nIn dis-regard of life<\/p>\n<p>At other times they came<br \/>\nAnd plundered the beauty<br \/>\nThat lay within<br \/>\nAnd when they were done<br \/>\nThey left with high heads<br \/>\nAs if beaming in pride<\/p>\n<p>It was easy to forgive; then<br \/>\nEasier still to cleanse<br \/>\nIt wasnt so difficult to replenish<br \/>\nFar difficult to understand<br \/>\nThese desires of men<br \/>\nTheir principles of life<\/p>\n<p>At first I bore<br \/>\nAnd later I pleaded<br \/>\nIt grew harder to forgive<br \/>\nTo cleans, And to replenish<\/p>\n<p>Yet they came each day<br \/>\nMore today than before<br \/>\nAttracted to my beauty<br \/>\nAttracted to this bounty<\/p>\n<p>Until the day I lay dead<br \/>\nTill the moment I bled dry<br \/>\nThey came in multitudes<br \/>\nNow perhaps to see my carcass<br \/>\nThe death they caused; and yet without guilt<\/p>\n<p>I lay there lifeless<br \/>\nUntil the throngs died down<br \/>\nI waited for my revenge<br \/>\nEven while I tried to forgive<\/p>\n<p>Earth, though, is loving<br \/>\nA mother like no other<br \/>\nIt brought me back from dead<br \/>\nWith storms that inspire fear<br \/>\nAs if weeping for my life<\/p>\n<p>I grew alive, I grew stronger<br \/>\nUntil I was no longer quiet<\/p>\n<p>Forgive them I couldn&#8217;t<br \/>\nRevenge was what I wanted<br \/>\nI grew bolder; I grew angrier<br \/>\nUntil I was in rage<br \/>\nAnd then, I was READY!<\/p>\n<p>I moved, I growled<br \/>\nI changed my own path<br \/>\nI followed the course<br \/>\nTo abode of men<br \/>\nAt my mightiest!<\/p>\n<p>And now they were helpless<br \/>\nThese men and their children<br \/>\nOf whom, I had no intention<br \/>\nTo spare a single soul <\/p>\n<p>Minutes were all it took<br \/>\nTo wipe the slate clean<br \/>\nWhere once there were men<br \/>\nNow it was but me<\/p>\n<p>I was done; I was spent<br \/>\nOnce again I was dead<br \/>\nBut this time, the cause was my own<br \/>\nThe path of anger I chose<\/p>\n<p>I was confused now<br \/>\nOf what just happened<br \/>\nWasn&#8217;t this the revenge I longed?<br \/>\nWasn&#8217;t this pleasure I sought?<\/p>\n<p>And then I found a torn page<br \/>\nOf a book long lost<br \/>\nFloating through me<br \/>\nThe last moments before it too<br \/>\nwould be lost forever<\/p>\n<p>And it had just a single line<br \/>\n<strong> Now I am become death<br \/>\nThe destroyer of worlds<\/strong><br \/>\nAnd, so had I<\/p>\n<p>I silently wept for what was<br \/>\nAnd no longer would be!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was quiet, I once was Long before the darkness descended A stream of water I was Flowing down a small green hill I was full of life Of beings alive and not I gently continued my path down This little green hill of mine<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[6],"tags":[18,56,69,209,218,273,309,348,393,459,461,485,490,491,521,558,585,679,754,897,906,936,1084,1116,1118,1133,1151,1221,1241,1275,1280,1333,1381,1446,1447,1450,1461,1532,1534,1589,1607,1787,1840,1846,1944],"class_list":["post-572","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems","tag-abuse","tag-alive","tag-anger","tag-book","tag-bounty","tag-carcass","tag-change","tag-climate","tag-confused","tag-dead","tag-death","tag-desires","tag-destroyer-of-worlds","tag-destruction","tag-disregard","tag-earth","tag-emptiness","tag-fear","tag-forgive","tag-helpless","tag-hill","tag-human","tag-landslide","tag-life","tag-lifeless","tag-living","tag-lost","tag-men","tag-minutes","tag-mother","tag-mountain","tag-now-i-am-become-death","tag-page","tag-plead","tag-pleaded","tag-plundered","tag-pollute","tag-quiet","tag-rage","tag-replenish","tag-revenge","tag-soul","tag-storm","tag-stream","tag-throngs"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pwbDR-9e","jetpack-related-posts":[],"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/572","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=572"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/572\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":771,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/572\/revisions\/771"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=572"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=572"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=572"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}