Tonight, when the world is out
\nAnd I sit outside, on the grass
\nLooking at the dark lush valleys
\nAnd sounds of ruffling leaves<\/p>\n
I think about those moments
\nWhen life as I know changed
\nYes it is all too simple, all too clear
\nFor the world, for you!
\nIts apparent what I do is wrong
\n
\nI try hard, I struggle
\nTo make them feel what I do
\nTo show them the colors
\nI am not colorblind
\nI try in vain to show the logic
\nBut it isn’t right, it would never be so<\/p>\n
For to them we are all
\nDetermined by what we did
\nAnd what we can do
\nMatters not a cent
\nFor the past will always be a part of the present
\nNo matter how hard we let it rest<\/p>\n
And in despair, almost lonely
\nI shout out to the empty spaces
\nTake my heart back
\nNever let it find its way home<\/p>\n
For I tried so hard, to explain
\nThat I just want to be happy
\nAnd yet they laugh it off
\nAnd mocking they say
\nIt\u2019s a passion of a child
\nThe world is cruel<\/p>\n
I see light, I find joy
\nIt makes me happy
\nShe makes me happy
\nShe shows me the path
\nAnd that’s all that matters
\nAnd that’s all I ask from you<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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