If only this warmth i feel
\nWas real, But not a cup
\nIf only this moment i steal
\nWas real, but not an illusion<\/p>\n
I need another life to live
\nA moment of thrill to explore
\nA million dollars to give
\nAnd do things like never before
\nI am bored of this reality
\nOf having nothing but pain
\nOf living in shadows, and in vain
\nI cant anymore!<\/p>\n
I want to give up at times
\nLose control and tear myself apart
\nHold still while i explode within
\nAnd each heart beat strikes like a dart<\/p>\n
In this life i have lost
\nA lot of things by myself
\nand by destiny, by reason
\nor without, and yet i walk on
\nwithout a track beneath my feet
\nAnd a sky above me almost grey
\nAnd all around,
\ni can see them waiting
\nFor me to slip and fall!<\/p>\n
Nervous footsteps, and a weight of past
\nDrags me slow in this life.
\nI wonder, should i give up?
\nAnd let the afterlife take over?<\/p>\n
In this life, or next
\nAll i want is one moment
\nOf belonging and comfort
\nOf having understood destiny<\/p>\n
Hold me while i still am
\nDont lose this moment now
\nAnd when i am finally gone
\nLet it be the moment of life
\nThis Life!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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