{"id":215,"date":"2010-02-13T09:46:15","date_gmt":"2010-02-13T04:16:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/?p=215"},"modified":"2018-01-21T03:31:08","modified_gmt":"2018-01-21T03:31:08","slug":"fear","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/2010\/02\/13\/fear\/","title":{"rendered":"Fear"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>As the night drew closer<br \/>\nI was gripped by panic<br \/>\nI started to Fear<br \/>\nI prayed for it to Stop<br \/>\nBut it kept on coming Near<br \/>\nIt just grew in size<br \/>\nIt would not, somehow, clear<br \/>\nAnd finally it did produce<br \/>\nA Wet Cheek,a shiny Tear<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><br \/>\nA fear, a worry, a loss of hope<br \/>\nof being alone always<br \/>\nA feeling of despair,of losing it all<br \/>\nIts like walking blindfolded<br \/>\nWho cares if you drown, die or fall<\/p>\n<p>But that one special night, I did fear<br \/>\nIt did come near, But it soon it did clear<br \/>\nThe reason was in front of me<br \/>\nI had never felt such joy before<\/p>\n<p>I started to talking to her<br \/>\nThen i spoke about me<br \/>\nShe kept on listening and talking too<br \/>\nOh, it was amazing,<br \/>\nas good as it can be<\/p>\n<p>The night did pass in a jiffy<br \/>\nOn that one night i did not want it to hurry<br \/>\nAnd morning came, and we had to part<br \/>\nIt hit me like a dart in my heart<\/p>\n<p>I did not grasp the reality that moment<br \/>\nTime did flow as usual<br \/>\nAs i lived the next twelve hours<br \/>\nI felt my life empty and unusual<\/p>\n<p>I missed those seconds, those minutes, those hours<br \/>\nI missed the person too<br \/>\nAnd i don&#8217;t know whether we would meet again<br \/>\nI just pray to god we do<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As the night drew closer I was gripped by panic I started to Fear I prayed for it to Stop But it kept on coming Near It just grew in size It would not, somehow, clear And finally it did produce A Wet Cheek,a shiny Tear<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-215","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/swbDR-fear","jetpack-related-posts":[],"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/215","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=215"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/215\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":859,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/215\/revisions\/859"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=215"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=215"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=215"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}