{"id":181,"date":"2009-11-05T18:50:02","date_gmt":"2009-11-05T13:20:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/myrealmind.com\/blog\/?p=181"},"modified":"2018-01-21T03:31:45","modified_gmt":"2018-01-21T03:31:45","slug":"staring-out-of-my-classroom","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/2009\/11\/05\/staring-out-of-my-classroom\/","title":{"rendered":"Staring out of my classroom"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>I wrote this one, partly in a class, and rest some days later.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I sit here absorbed and immersed<br \/>\nWith nothing to look, except the window outside<br \/>\nWatching the buildings so heavenly white<br \/>\nDotted with some greenish sights<\/p>\n<p>I want to look at something apart<br \/>\nYet i struggle to move my eyes<br \/>\nDo i admire, or am i just leching?<br \/>\nThe answer flickers, but slowly dies<\/p>\n<p>I turn my eyes, and continue to stare<br \/>\nBut the buildings and greens are out of my sight<br \/>\nThe beautiful hair, the perfect eyes<br \/>\nThe black specs, and face so white<br \/>\n<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Am i in love?<br \/>\nIs not what torments me<br \/>\nRather, how do i tell her<br \/>\nIs what i cant see<\/p>\n<p>But what do i want to tell?<br \/>\nIts not love, but gratitude<br \/>\nA small thank you, for the time passed by<br \/>\nFor making me smile, without her knowing<br \/>\nFor making me happy, without her saying<\/p>\n<p>Just this, I ask myself?<br \/>\nYes, this is all i have to say<\/p>\n<p>Value, what others do<br \/>\nAnd maybe, someday others will value you<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I wrote this one, partly in a class, and rest some days later. I sit here absorbed and immersed With nothing to look, except the window outside Watching the buildings so heavenly white Dotted with some greenish sights I want to look at something apart Yet i struggle to move my eyes Do i admire,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[6],"tags":[1820,1939,2044],"class_list":["post-181","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems","tag-staring","tag-thinking","tag-value"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pwbDR-2V","jetpack-related-posts":[],"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=181"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":869,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181\/revisions\/869"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=181"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=181"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.myrealmind.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=181"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}